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My Stay In The Hospital With Baby C

For 6 days, I’ve been feeling really sluggish… with fever, lots of phlegm, cough, a throbbing head and a runny nose. Despite having finished my antibiotics and meds, I am still feeling under the weather. My skin is also very dry and the skin round my mouth and nose is red, dry and painful…. caused by too much of nose-blowing, being in an air-conditioned place 24 hours a day and from wearing a face-mask 24 hours a day for 6 days. My appetite is no longer ravenous and my milk supply has dwindled so much. Dwindled because I have been too weak and tired to express my milk and I’ve not been expressing regularly. My boops have also shrunk, gosh!

For 6 days, I’ve been eating bread and hospital food…. food that is bland and strictly no heaty stuff. I dare not even lay my hands on the snacks/junkies that I’ve brought along with me. Hubby went shopping 2 days ago and bought me some healthy snacks :


Cherry tomatoes on vine, pine nuts, raw almonds, fresh milk, a big bag of fruits and some multi-seeds buns.

Yesterday, hubby went to Lorong Selamat with his friends to savour Penang hawkers food. He bought me a pack of loh bak, popiah and char koay teow, which I shared with my maid.   Today he packed back prawn noodles but I’ve yet to try it.  Will share the prawn noodles with my maid again later.

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I’m Feeling Better Today

Thanks to everyone who commented in my earlier post – thanks for your advice and suggestions.  After popping 2 more Panadol Actifast last night and slept at 10:30pm (which was considered very early for me), the throbbing pain on my head, teeth and jaw is gone today.  I could even jog for half an hour and exercise on my fitball this morning.  However, I still have phlegm and I hope this will go away by itself in a couple of days. 

Though Baby C didn’t get bitten by the cold and throat infection virus, the sad thing is she still has E.Coli bacteria in her pee (urine culture done on Friday, results out today).  I’m really upset coz she just had 9 doses of painful antibiotics jabs less than 2 weeks ago.  Could it be those virulent bacteria are already resistant to the antibiotics?  I wish the surgeons in London could give us an answer by this week.  I can’t wait for the surgery to take place coz if it doesn’t, my poor baby would have to endure more pokes and pricks to no end.

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Feeling Really Sick… Again :(

Me, it’s me being bitten real hard by the cold bug again, the dunno how many umpteenth times in 2 months.  Never have I been this weak and susceptible to coughs and colds in my life.  This time it’s pretty bad again.  The phlegm is dark green, thick and sometimes hard too!  Ewwww…. and it smells foul too.  I think the infection this time is pretty bad coz my head is throbbing and the pain goes all the way down to my teeth and jaw… and all these pains are on the right side, as if I’m semi-paralyzed! I’ve been popping on Panadols but that do not seem to make me feel better.  I better see the doctor to get some antibiotics coz I feel really weak and I hope Baby C doesn’t get bitten by the bugs too. 

I think my weak immune system could be contributed by the fact that I’m still breastfeeding and my sweetie-pie is sucking me dry and sucking all the nutrients away from my body, like a leech… for the past 1 year!  This is making me contemplate weaning her off my boops and start her on formula.  I just can’t go on falling sick so often.  What say all you experienced breastfeeding mums out there?

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My Uterus Was ‘Pushed Up’ Into Place…

….by the urut lady (Malay masseuse) yesterday. Yesterday, the urut lady who used to urut me after the birth of Baby C last year came to urut me. I was enjoying the good massage when suddenly, I felt some pain at my lower abdomen. She told me that my uterus had ‘jatuh ke bawah’ (fallen down) as I have been coughing very badly for the past 2 weeks. This urut lady has over 18 years of urut experience and she seemed very knowledgeable. No wonder I kept feeling pain in my tummy whenever I jogged for the past 1 week when I was coughing badly. I thought it was just gas in my tummy. Today, the pain vanished when I worked out on the tread mill at the gym! I have to call this urut lady back again and give me another good massage. RM80 for a 1-hour session is really damn worth the money spent!

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Still Coughing… And My Ribs Hurt

After coughing like a TB sufferer for almost a week, my right ribs hurt as if someone had just given me a good punch on the ribcage.  It’s so painful that I have to hold my right ribcage and cringe each time I cough. Jogging has also been torturous for me as my ribcage would hurt.  I didn’t know that coughing badly would also cause my tummy to feel gassy.  My tummy would also hurt (as in pain caused by gas) when I run.  I had to run very lightly and stop at intervals and hold my ribcage when the pain was unbearable.  It even hurts when I carry Baby C.  I hope I’ll get better by tomorrow.

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Still Feeling Sluggish

My throat still hurts and I am coughing like someone who has TB.  My phlegm is still greenish yellowish and my eyes are really red.  Each time I have a really bad bout of upper respiratory infection, my eyes would get red and swollen too.  According to hubby’s uncle who is a surgeon, I have Conjunctivitis.  Hubby got me some anti-bacterial eye drops and I’ve been applying it onto my eyes, though I just hate the bitter feeling in my throat seconds later.  I’ve been sucking on Difflam lozenges for sore throat and cough but that does not seem to help much.  Normally it did help in settling the sore throat but I guess this time, the bug that bit me is a real virulent bug.  If I still don’t get any better tomorrow, I will see the GP and get some antibiotics and cough syrup.  I hope the GP has meds that are safe for nursing moms.  I don’t mind not taking any meds and let my body heal naturally but I am worried sick that Baby C might get bitten by the virulent buy too.  I better go to bed now.  I know not getting sufficient sleep is the main reason why it takes so long for my body to heal.

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Something Light For Lunch

My throat still hurts today and I am also coughing with lots of thick yellow phlegm. I don’t have much appetite to eat, so I just drank some soup and ate half a cup of organic yoghurt for lunch. The Chinese say that snow fungus is good for the lungs so I boiled a pot of soup made up of snow fungus, Chinese white almonds, dried longan meat, red dates, wolfberries or goji berries, yoke choke (Solomon’s Seal) and pork ribs.

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Still Feeling Sluggish

I am still feeling a tad sluggish today, since yesterday.  I am quite definite all my symptoms are stress related – the headache, the nausea, gassy and bloated tummy, feeling lethargic (lack of sleep coz I keep pulling myself up from bed twice a night to change Baby C’s diapers) and feeling really crabby.  Don’t know why lately I feel really upset and stressed up each time Baby C struggles, cries, spits out or throws up her health supplements or antibiotics.  For the past few days, my headache and tummy discomfort would start to creep up each morning when I feed her the yucky tasting health supplements.  Again, the headache would surface in the evening when I feed her the antibiotics.  Gawd, if this continues, I’ll slip into a depression!

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I Cut My Own Baby’s Flesh!

Nothing makes you feel bad enough than living with the guilt that you had hurt your own child. On the day that Baby C was hospitalized for yet another UTI attack and had to be put on IV drips last Friday, I had accidentally cut her flesh whilst trimming her finger nails. They say that sometimes when it rains, it pours and I find this adage so true. I have never ever cut my 3 gals’ flesh before when I trim their nails and why of all days, I had to accidentally cut Baby C’s flesh…. of all days and of all my 3 kids? Why must it be Baby C who had already suffered so much pain? Sigh…..

The bleeding was profuse and it took me over an hour to stop the bleeding!! It wasn’t really a deep cut but I didn’t know why the bleeding was so profuse. I heard the sound ‘jhop‘ the second I pressed the nail clipper on her supposedly finger nail.  I tell you, I was scared to death that she would bleed to death! I had used the compression method by pressing on the wound but the bleeding wouldn’t stop. Jinx, jinx, jinx… that’s all I could think of on that day. It was a pathetic scene. Baby C already had a bandange and an IV line on her right hand and her left thumb was bleeding profusely with blood everywhere on my clothes and on the floor. Oh gawd, I prayed and prayed so hard that the bleeding would stop. Finally, I bandaged the left cut thumb with some gauze and surgical tapes and the bleeding subsided a tad. Though bandaged, I could still see blood seeping out through the gauze. I was really, really scared and worried! After more than an hour, the bleeding stopped. I felt as though my heart was cut into a zillion pieces. I just can’t imagine how those parents who had accidentally caused the death of their child must have felt. The feeling must have been suisidal!

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My Check-Up At The Gynae’s Office

I finally moved my butt after being kicked by hubby several times and made an appointment to see a gynae today.  I was supposed to see the gynae who delivered my 3 gals for a follow-up ultrasound scan of my uterus to see if the fibroid (which was detected during my yearly check-up before I was preggers with Baby C) is still there.  Since hubby is busy, I fixed an appointment to see a female gynae at the hospital near my place.

When I saw Dr Jason in April this year a few days after I had delivered Baby C, he had asked me to return to see him for a follow-up ultrasound scan in August.  With my endless trips to the hospital with Baby C due to her recurring UTIs, I have put my own health behind me and focused on Baby C.  What prompted me to see a gynae was that I was worried that I may be having vaginal yeast infection. I was worried that I would be passing my infection to Baby C as she’s still breastfed exclusively. 

Anyway, the ultrasound scan (abdomen and vaginal) showed NO fibroid in sight.  I was and am still in disbelief.  How can the fibroid disappear so quickly coz when Dr Jason did the ultrasound scan in April 08, it was still there.   Also, the gynae checked my down under and said there’s no yeast infection…. and I am in disbelief too coz I had it about 2 weeks ago.  I am such a wimp and hypochondriac, ain’t I?  Hubby told me that since I don’t trust any other gynaes except my fertility specialist (who is one of the best and most detailed gynaes I have seen), I should make an appointment to see him for another ultrasound scan.  Yup I will but I just hate the idea of having a male inspect my down under.  I will wait and procrastinate again.

Anyway, the female gynae who saw me today told me that vaginal yeast infection will not pass from me to my baby through breast milk.

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